i thought i'd like to write a <div class="highlight">poem</div> that was like a <div class="highlight">game</div> [[hello]]hello i thought i i thought i'd like to write a <div class="highlight">poem</div> about who i was seven years ago when i sat on a bench in a park and wished i had the courage to jump off the bridge just feet away i'd like to write a <div class="highlight">game</div> about how i walked home and the french fries i'd bought after school were cold and eating them felt like a reminder of <div class="colortext">failure</div> and the ground that was too solid that i was too <div class="colortext">scared</div> and angry to leave [[good evening]]good evening, i thought i'd like to write a <div class="highlight">poem</div> about who i was eighteen months ago when i sat on a couch in my dorn and shriveled into myself i think, i'd like to write a <div class="highlight">game</div> about how i wanted to be asleep all the time because if i was alseep i didn't have to think ( and <div class="highlight">t h i n k</div>) about how the ground was still too solid and i was still too <div class="colortext">scared</div> [[good night]]good night and i think, i'd like to write a <div class="highlight">poem</div> i'd like to write a <div class="highlight">game</div> about who i am now and how fucking <div class="colortext"><i>happy</i></div> i am i want to write about how i am surrounded by Warmth, and bathing in affection and appreciation for the people who love me and who have given me so much of themselves to <div class="highlight">treasure</div> and i want to write about how i am awake and i'm <div class="colortext">Out</div> in <div class="colortext">daylight</div> and how i'll leave no french fry uneaten (i won't make that mistake again) [[i love you]]i love you and i think i i wanted to write a <div class="highlight">poem</div> because nowadays my heart is full to bursting, and because i am <div class="colortext">Satisfied</div> and also i wanted to state for the record that i feel loved (i wanted to say that because for me that's a big deal) <p>and that i am allowing myself to love the people i care most about (and trying to do so without overthinking it)</p> and that i am allowing myself to love Me (with only slight [[reservation]])i love you and i think i wanted to write a <div class="highlight">game</div> that might be a <div class="highlight">poem</div> or a <div class="highlight">poem</div> that might be a <div class="highlight">game</div> because i am not a poet and i know nothing about poetry but i do know how it feels what it means to [[click]] throughto Interact with someone else's <div class="highlight">Emotions</div> hold their heart on the edge of your mouse pointer and feel that you have gained something and feel [[Satisfied|hello good evening good night i love you]]