#Wired Intimacy
##By: Daniel McLaughlin
#####Warning: This story contains some sexualy explicit material
(font: "Courier New")[* proc_affect_packet(Client *usr, Client *other) {
** is_friend(other)? begin_conversation()
** else ignore() return
** offer_game(usr->favorite_game)
** is_friend_attractive(other)? begin_flirtation()
** else /*Dead Code */
* }
]
You arrive home from another grueling day of High School. The bus spits you out and you want nothing more than to feel the sweet embrace of your living room couch. The routine has been established for a while since you moved into your new home; well, new only because you hadn't lived here since you were a kid. It was still the same house you stayed at after you were born, but you haven't lived in this area for nearly a decade. You'll learn to miss Montana eventually, but not right now.
After feeding yourself your standard issue sandwhich, piled high with deli meats, cheese, mayo and pickle (you're favorite part), you head to the refuge of cartoons to help drain your brain of the daily stresses of that school. Who would have thought a cartoon about talking hamsters would be so appealing?
[[Your cellphone is ringing, and it reads "Flamey". ->Answer_Flamey]] Your heart skips a beat, despite this happening everyday. The episode is half way over, but nobody is going to be home for a few hours.
Normally, you'd answer in a heartbeat, but [[you begin to consider using this free time to use the internet instead. ->Internet_1]] Even though this isn't Montana, your house still has to deal with the troubles of dialup internet. Your mother got furious if you stayed online too long, because then she couldn't get her phone calls.
[[The phone is still ringing. ->Answer_Flamey]] You should decide soon before it goes to voice mail.
(set: $flamey to 1)
You pick up the phone, sprawled out on the couch. The voice on the other end is exceptionally feminie, and greets you with a sweet tone. "Helloooo Kyu~", despite this phone vocal, you can sense the use of the tilde to add that cute accent to your online alias. You can't help but smile at feeling it gives you to be greeted in such a way.
"Hello Flamey, how was your day?"
The two of you begin to exchange banter about school, though Flamey was always more of the listener rather than the talker. This was probably a good thing since you tended to ramble on about things. [[You always seem to have a lot of things to get off your chest.->Bio_1]]
As your conversation continues on, you notice that the show with adorable Hamsters is over. You've exhausted all casual conversation pieces with your friend, which only makes your mind wander.
[[You could hang up and head upstairs to the computer, ->Internet_1]][[ or, you could try to have some "fun" with Flamey before leaving.->Flamey_1]]
(font: "Courier New")[* mental_entroy() {
** / The purpose of this function is unknown /
** set_mood(rand())
** set_motive(rand())
** set_desire(high)
** set_desire(higher)
** self.internalize(everything)
** seek_embrace(NULL) / Dead code, no body to embrace /
* }
]
[[...->Answer_Flamey]]
(font: "Courier New")[* pleasure_drive("Flamey") {
** self.arousal = true
** embrace(self)
** while self.aroused : cycle_pleasure()
** self.envision(warmth)
** self.placebo(touch)
** self.yearn("Flamey")
** if self.arousal = depleted : end_cycle()
** clean_strings
** end.protocol
* }
]
You awake about 40 minutes later, with the phone still cupped to your head. Flamey is still on the line, "You're so cute when you doze off..." [[You have no time left, so you say goodbye and head upstairs.->Next]]
(if: $flamey is 1)[You say your goodbyes to Flamey and head upsairs. In your room lived your prized posession; a computer. You waste no time logging on while you still had some time to yourself. Immeadiately, you begin to recieve a few instant messages from your friends online; these friends you've accumulated through your online persona named Kyu.]
(else:)[You head upstairs to your room, which is equipped with a bed, dresser, lighting, and a humble desk which sits your prized posession; a computer. You waste no time logging on while you still had some time to yourself. Immeadiately, you begin to recieve a few instant messages from your friends online; these friends you've accumulated through your online persona named Kyu.]
(if: $flamey is 0)[You notice that Flamey is online as well. You strike up a conversation with him, appologizing for now answer the phone before. You explain that you wanted to get online before your mother came home to scald you. He shows no sign of being upset, and continues conversation as normal online.] You have a few windows flashing at you at this point. Who do you engage with next?
[[Not really feeling much for conversation->Next]]
(if: $tatsi is 0)[[[Tatsi. A man from Nova Scotia->Tatsi_1]]]
(if: $ralesk is 0)[[[Ralesk. An old flame in Germany->Ralesk_1]]]
(if: $grae is 0)[[[Grae. A newer friend and deviant->Grae_1]]]
(if: $self is 0)[[[Maybe just socialize randomly->Self_1]]]
After eating dinner with your mother and watching more TV, you return to your room once again.
(if: $flamey is 1)[As you lay into bed, you can't stop thinking about how great it is to have somebody like Flamey in your life. He's always there, supporting you, calling you on an almost daily basis. If only you had the means to go visit him... to validate all these feelings.
A week later, Flamey calls you and demands to know the answer to a question. "I'm leaving you." You don't realize its a question, because after you say "I understand", he tells you that he loves you and hangs up. It won't be for years later that you realize Flamey wanted you to fight for him, to keep him nearby.
However, despite all of this, you feel alright. What you had with him was exactly what you needed.
''The End'']
(elseif: $tatsi is 2)[Tatsi texted you while you were eating, and demanded that you come back online to do more things with him. You decline at first, saying you wanted to avoid the wrath of your mother. But you eventually cave in, your hear a flutter with the control he has on you.
As you continue this relationship with him, you begin to receive a few packages from him; to which your mother is extremely weary of. You manage to stave her off from knowing what was inside - which was good because they contained very sexualized items.
On an almost daily basis, you log on and heed Tatsi's calls. He commands you to do things, and you do them happily. Relinquishing this control to somebody like him was almost theraputic; it felt really nice knowing somebody out there wanted to own you the way he did. It made you feel really wanted, and pushed you to please him.
Years later, you would finally save up the money to travel and be with him, despite the confusion from your friends and family. Your time there is filled with extreme lust. There isn't a day that goes by that Tatsi doesn't satisfy himself onto you.
''The End'']
(elseif: $grae is 2)[You and Grae continue to grow on each other as the months fly by. You begin to wonder how it is that you'll ever end up seeing him in Alberta Canada. You don't have a passport, and you don't really have a lot of money, but you two continue to exchange sugary-sweet exchanges, expressing a lot of love for each other openly.
Years pass, and the continued hope to meet this guy who you idolized and worshipped for all ideals of sex and love begins to wane. You realize, very slowly, that you are probably never going to meet him. Despite how cheerful he is to talk to you online, you realize that the relationship is never te come to fruitation.
No amount of techonlogy can quite fill the gap he's left, but he also has filled you with a lot of wonderful sensations. It's the double-edged sword you live with; but overall, you're happy to know him.
''The End'']
(else:)[Feeling depleted from a day's worth of obligation, you slumber into your bed. You snuggle into your 3 foot teddy bear closely, your head rubbing into its neckline as though a lover. The placebo of warmth from the synthetic fibers calms your nerves and you begin to drift off to sleep.
''The End'']
(set: $self to 1)
You putz around on your regular sites. You check various art sites, your email, your friend list. [[Nothing is really catching your attention.->Next]]
[[Maybe you should spark up converastion after all?->Internet_1]]
(set: $tatsi to 1)
(if: $bio_2 is 0)[You begin to strike up conversation with Tatsi; of course, that's just his online name. His tone is always direct and demanding, like he [[owns the situation.->Bio_2]] He doesn't really like to play games with you, he's more into just talking with you and prying your brain with perversion. You can't help but enjoy it (otherwise, you'd of probably cut off communcation with him already.
[[You exchange pleasentries with him for a while, betwixt other conversations.->Internet_1]]
]
(elseif: $bio_2 is 1)[You continue to chat with Tatsi. You begin to realize that this conversation is starting to dominate your attention; fitting since he [[really likes to own the situation.->Bio_2]]. You begin to feel yourself beginning to ignore your other chat windows and focus on him primarily. You begin to wonder if he'd enjoy seeing you naked.
"It's a shame you live so far away Kyu, I could really use something to dig into." This idea races through your mind...
[[You're starting to run out of time though.->Next]]]
(elseif: $bio_2 is 2)[(font: "Courier New")[* pleasure_drive("Tatsi") {
** self.arousal = true
** embrace(self)
** while self.aroused : cycle_pleasure()
** self.submit("Tatsi")
** self.yearn("Tatsi")
** set_priorities("Tatsi")
** if Tatsi.arousal != deleted : obey
** else : ask_permission(self.orgasm)
** end.protocol
* }
]
"Kyu. I want you to do something..."
As the messages began to chime in, the rest of the world is gone to you. The only thing you want to do is obey his every command. You position your web cam over your seat and begin to strip down your clothes. It feels good to be exposed, to be free and to share yourself fully to him.
He poses you, like a puppet over the wire. Out of the corner of your eye, you can see his manly form, arousal staring into the camera's lens as you posed for him. The way he shamelessly pleasures himself to your form makes your heart flutter; you were truly beautiful to him, weren't you?
His voice came over the program, telling you more commands for posing, touching, groping. As you did all these things, you imaged them as agents not your own. You eyes lidding, the sound of his voice carrying you through the motions.
Eventually, you achieved your goal. Tatsi is satisfied, which fills you with satisfaction that you've done a good job.
(set: $tatsi to 2)
[[You have to leave now, which makes you feel colder.->Next]]
]
(set: $ralesk to 1)
Ralesk used to be one of your boyfriends, which is awkward to explain to most people since the nature of this relationship doesn't make sense to most. Despite never meeting him in person, you knew, at least at that time, that [[he was the person you wanted to be with.->Bio_3]]
He's taught you a lot about the male form and body. It wasn't until being with him that you realized what circumcision was. You and him also enjoyed coming up with fanfiction to various cartoons together. Between you two, you had a pretty [[perverse headcannon.->Bio_4]]
[[You exchange pleasenetries and continue chatting with people.->Internet_1]]
(set: $grae to 1)
(if: $bio_5 is 0)[You haven't talked to this guy a lot yet, but he seems extremely friendly. He's becoming more and more your favorite person to talk to, as his additude towards everything is as sweet as sugar. [[His optimism about everything is something that you admire a lot.->Bio_5]]
You two continue to talk about video games, cartoons, and lewd exchanges for fun. You are slowly beginning to wonder if this guy [[is attracted to you.->Bio_5]]
[[You continue to use the web, exchanging more chitchat with the loveable guy->Internet_1]]]
(if: $bio_5 is 1)[You can't help but pry at Grae some more. He's just so interesting! You two seem to share a lot of ideals about romance and love. The [[openness of this discussion is addictive.->Bio_5]]
Before you knew it, you had his phone number. "Text me anytime Kyu-butt =3." Something about having the word butt added to your name was [[just too adorable to handle.->Bio_5]]
[[You're starting to run out of time however.->Next]]]
(if: $bio_5 is 2)[After sending a confirmation text message, you continue to ask Grae about himself more. It didn't take long for the conversation to diverge into a sexual context. He describes to you a few things he likes from guys, and why.
"Rimming is by far one of my favorites."
At first, you are shocked that such a sweet guy could like something so gross, but then he explains further.
"When its done right, it's like the ultimate trust. It's a kiss that only two boys can share."
Something about [[the way he romanticized this act was really exciting to you.->Bio_5]] Despite never having any experience in the things he talks about, they all sound like ideas you want to try yourself. You are practically glued to your conversation with him.
[[You're starting to run out of time however.->Next]]]
(if: $bio_5 is 3)[Grae is still talking with you. While you are responding, you're starting to realize that you are beginning to fall into a deep desire to be with him. His every word through the wire captivates you, wanting you to do more, do better, be with him and embrace him.
You wouldn't know it now, but you would go on to mold your desires to align with his; Grae becoming the best reference you've ever had in exploring love and pleasure.
(set: $grae to 2)
[[It's gotten late.->Next]]]
(set: $bio_2 to $bio_2 + 1)
(if: $bio_2 is 1)[
(font: "Courier New")[* infactuate("Tatsi") {
** set_trust("Tatsi")
** self.submission += 1
** set_focus("Tatsi")
* }
]
]
(elseif: $bio_2 is 2)[
(font: "Courier New")[* infactuate("Tatsi") {
** self.submission += 10
** self.yearn("Tatsi")
** self.submit("Tatsi")
** self.fanticize("Tatsi" + Tatsi.kinks)
* }
]
]
[[...->Tatsi_1]]
(font: "Courier New")[* infactuate("Ralesk") {
** self.empower += 1
** gain_male_education()
** self.perspectives += 1
** self.nerdout += 20
* }
]
[[...->Ralesk_1]]
(font: "Courier New")[* bonding("Ralesk") {
** story = write_fanfiction(self.get_fandom())
** send_story("Ralesk")
** while story != finish : story = recv_story("Ralesk")
** write_more(story)
** send_story("Ralesk")
** self.nerdout += 20
* }
]
[[...->Ralesk_1]]
(set: $bio_5 to $bio_5 + 1)
(if: $bio_5 is 1)[(font: "Courier New")[* infactuate("Grae") {
** self.love += 1
** curiosity("Grae") = true
* }
]]
(elseif: $bio_5 is 2)[(font: "Courier New")[* infactuate("Grae") {
** self.love += 5
** self.kinks.add("Grae".kinks)
** self.fanticize("Grae")
** self.yearn("Grae")
* }
]]
(elseif: $bio_5 is 3)[(font: "Courier New")[* infactuate("Grae") {
** self.love += 20
** self.idolize("Grae")
** self.devote_to("Grae")
** set_determination_to("Grae")
* }
]]
[[...->Grae_1]]