Fake Bisexual

''You are 13 years old'' You realise that you definetly like girls and cry to your mother at 2am that you are a lesbian She is supportive and Dad tries but is mostly confused [[Nobody told you bisexuals exist->Tell Friends]]

There is a Girl you sit next to in English. You've only known her a few weeks but feel very close. You have an urge to tell her (Colour: green)[Really? Me too!] You become very good friends [[High School is fine]] In three years time: [[You ask her to prom]]

''You are 13 years old'' You tell a few of your friends and they are fine. You think two of them behave differently in the changing rooms. They are not your type, anyway. [[Tell the Girl in English Class->Tell Lauren]]

''You are Bisexual'' ''You feel like you are Fake'' Let's see the history of that feeling. Can I prove it to myself? [[Can I stop feeling Fake by experience->Short START]] (colour: black)[.] (colour: black)[.] (colour: black)[.] (colour: black)[.] (colour: black)[.] (colour: black)[.] (colour: black)[.] (colour: black)[.] (colour: black)[.] (colour: gray)[^^Shouldn't you say Pansexual anyway because there are non-binary people you lust after though you've never done anything but the whole point of this is to express how you liked women before you dated + loved + fucked one...^^] (colour: gray)[^^[[Bisexuality does not mean you can't be attracted to non-binary people? Does it?->Does it]]^^]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have never kissed a Girl You have kissed a Boy [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you kiss a Girl]]

Have you always been this way? How far back do you want to go? [[All the way]] or [[Skip to the first Girlfriend]]

Fuck does it!? Seems I can't just look it up online as there is huge debate and I don't know who to trust as an authority Does BIsexual imply a BInary gender system? Did it historically??? [[I use the word Queer now]] [[Let's go back to the start]]

(colour: red)[That's a slur!] Well yes, I wouldn't use it for other people when I know they don't like it. (Colour: Gray)[^^It reminds ~~Redacted~~ of being assulted. Wouldn't call him that.^^] [[They call it Queer Studies]] I like that is means strange. I'm more strange than happy (gay) [[Ask senior Gays]] [[Let's go back to the start]]

It's a mess. ''You are Bisexual'' ''You feel like you are Fake'' Let's see the history of that feeling. Can I prove it to myself? [[Can I stop feeling Fake by experience->Short START]] (colour: gray)[^^Let's not get caught up in that^^] (colour: gray)[^^[[Let's->Does it]]??^^]

The Gays... I sometimes say that rather than LGBT+... Which isn't great but is fast and gets the point across... [[But how many letters should be included in the acronym]] Q shows up at times Again, who can I ask about Queer? There is a generation gap and I only exist online anyway [[Let's go back to the start]] I have no answers here

Why are you asking me?? The whole point of this diversion is I don't know I for Intersex people who can have an awful time of it. You know babies with "ambigous genitalia" get surgery to make them "look normal" which they have no choice in. I know that, at least. Q for Queer gets in sometimes A for Closeted A for Ace which also has a huge arguement around it I'm just one person And an idiot [[Let's go back to the start]]

That is what they call it that. Queer Studies Queer Theory I won't call someone Queer if they don't want me to but I am confident in using it for myself. [[Let's go back to the start]]

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You talk to your friends about boys you like That's fine You are asked by two friends which of the Characters from Friends you fancy you lie One likes Joey and the other likes Ross because she never had any taste You like Chandler because he's a bit rubbish and likes when Monica is strict You say Pheboe [[Because you don't feel gay enough]]

She says no Well... You are talking over IM and when you ask she stops replying You then get a message from a mutual friend (colour: green)[Why did you do that?] I don't know Just had an urge to Not many options, anyway High School is over [[Time for College]]

''You are 9 years old'' There is a copy of The Sun newspaper infront of you open to Page Three There is a beatiful half-naked woman She has an opinion on some bit of news Her long brown waves are lovely You like looking at the picture but also feel bad about liking it [[Time passes]]

''You are 16'' You tell your parents you are going to a sleepover around a friend's Her parents are away You are both going to a house party His parents are away [[You've never been to a house party before]]

''You are a child'' If there is a news or magazine article about The Gays you will read it You don't know why you are drawn to it Every so often you parents tell your kind-hearted brother it is OK to be gay [[At ''12'' You "date" a boy->DT]] At ''13'' you work it out [[You cry a lot->Telling Mum]]

You don't want to draw attention to it but all the talk of fancying boys makes you feel like a Fake Lesbian You find out about Bisexuals That is what you are now It still feels wrong ''You are 16'' You have never kissed a Girl You have kissed two Boys [[Time for College]]

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''You are 16'' Nobody is out here You make friends Maybe half of them are out now [[You fancy one of them]]

She is very nice. A nerd, like everyone You see her close a tab on the school computer at lunch but caught the name You look it up It's Harry Potter Fan Fiction Gay Fan Fiction [[You never ask her out]] Even at the Winter Formal where she looks so pretty you are scared to talk to her She was Bisexual all along

This is fine because you meet a Girl [[At a house party->You've never been to a house party before]]

''You are 12'' You like his red hair and don't mind his spots You ask him out as Middle School ends and have play dates over the summer and start of High School It's all very innocent ''You are 13'' You like Girls [[You are a lesbian->Telling Mum]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have never dated a Girl You have sort of dated a Boy [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you date a Girl]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have only dated & kissed one Girl You have dated a Boy and kissed several [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you have kissed lots of Women]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have had sex with a Woman You have had sex with several Men [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you love a Woman]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have never had sex with a Woman You have had sex with a Man [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you have sex with a Woman]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You love a Woman You have never loved a Man [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you get over this feeling of Fakeness]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have loved a Woman You have loved a Man [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you get over this feeling of Fakeness->2]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have kissed a Woman You have kissed a Man [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you get over this feeling of Fakeness->3]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have kissed & dated a Woman You have kissed & dated a Man [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you get over this feeling of Fakeness->4]]

You feel like a Fake Bisexual You have kissed & date & fucked & loved a Woman You have kissed & date & fucked & loved a Man [[You will feel like a Real Bisexual once you get over this feeling of Fakeness->5]]

You still feel like a Fake Bisexual You felt like a Real Bisexual when you were in a long term relationship with a Woman You are dating a Man and you love him He jokes about you being straight now You joke about being straight now You think it might be unhealthy [[You are fine feeling like a Fake Bisexual]]

You are a Bisexual Sometimes you feel Fake You are a Bisexual [[END]]

Thanks for reading I know lots of Bisexuals feel this way. That makes me feel like a Real Bisexual Find me on Twitter @voidnotes or with my friends on [[voidnotes.com->vncom]] Aimee M [[Return to Start->Let's go back to the start]]

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