(set: $played to false)Do you...
[[think about killing yourself?->please]]
[[make jokes about killing yourself?->jokes1]]
[[know someone who thinks about killing themselves?->survive]]If you think about ending your own life.
This is a **plead**.(click:"plead")[
There are so many things I wanted to tell him before he died.](click:"before he died")[ Like, (either:"the way it feels to be in love.", "that I love him and I became less scared to say it out loud.", "the way he taught me generousity takes nothing from the love I have to give.")
I think if there's anything I could say:](click:"anything")[
It would be that I'll never see him grow up.](click:"grow up")[
He will never grow older. He will never see his brother's smile. He will never hear Foster's laugh. I will never get to hug him again.](click:"again")[
Maybe he wouldn't reconsider. [[Maybe he would]].]
Do you...
make jokes with the intent to kill yourself or as a [[cry for help->please]]?
or are they really [[just jokes->jokes2]]?(set:$played to true)(font:"Permanent Marker")[(css:"font-size:200%")[Resources]]
####Suicide Prevention Hotline
//(link-reveal: "Suicide Prevention")[(open-url: "https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/suicide-prevention/index.shtml")]// 800-273-8255
####Mental Health Hotline
//Mental Health Hotline// 888-991-4284
//National Alliance on Mental Illness// 800-950-6264
####Crisis Hotline
//National Youth Crisis Hotline// 1 (800) 442-4673
//(link-reveal: "Crisis Text Line")[(open-url: "https://www.crisistextline.org/")]// **Text HOME** to 741741
####Sexual Assault Hotline
//(link-reveal: "Center Against Sexual Assault")[(open-url: "https://swcasa.org/")]// 866-373-8300
//National Sexual Assault Hotline// 1 (800) 656-4673
####LGBTQIA+
//(link-reveal: "The Trevor Project")[(open-url: "https://www.thetrevorproject.org/")]// 1-866-488-7386
####Domestic Violence Hotline
//(link-reveal: "National Domestic Violence Hotline")[(open-url: "https://www.thehotline.org/")]// 1 (800) 799-7233
[[start over?->start]]If you make jokes about suicide or casually say "I'll kill myself"
Consider this:
don't do it (click:"don't")[
it's not funny](click:"not funny")[
it's not a joke](click:"not a joke")[
it hurts people that have lost loved ones to suicide.
{(live: .8s)[so please cut it out!
[[that's it.->end]]]}]If you know someone who has ever ever thought about killing themselves,
####consider:
randomly reminding them that you love them & support them.(click:"support them")[
reminding them of all the people that love them and appreciate them for existing.](click:"for existing")[
having them think of all the world that they will miss out on when they stop existing.](click:"miss out on")[
reminding them of all the people who love them deeply, including you.
{(live: 1.3s)[check out these [[resources]],
consider having them on hand for the people you support.]}]In any case, if ever you need someone to talk to in a moment of crisis
check out these [[resources]].(font:"Permanent Marker")[(css:"font-size:250%")[please, dont die(set: $played to false)]]
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Be prepared for that."))]
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[[resources]]]]
This will always be here when you are ready.
Where ever you are, how ever you feel
go ahead and check these [[resources]]But I hope (css:"font-size:150%")[you],
you reading this.(click:"this")[
I hope you //reconsider//.](click:"reconsider")[
**Please.** Remember all the people who love you.
I know it hurts now but you have people to turn to that can make it hurt a little less.](click:"little less")[
There are people who will listen. People who love you. People who want you to //live//.](click:"live")[
If you can't live for yourself right now, live for all the people who support you and love you and want to see you thrive.
{(live: 1.9s)[...and, if you're in a //really// bad place,
consider these [[resources]].]}]